I think the best way to avoid it is to assess your family history and your surroundings. I had a long family history of addicts/alcoholics on my mom's side, and alcoholics on my dad's side. For some insane reason, I didn't take this into consideration when I turned 21, and started drinking like a fish. The drugs followed.....and when the drugs hit, I was getting real hevy into Devy......whoa, that was a lame pun.
Anyway, yea the music totally amplified all the crazy emotions i felt on the drugs, and I just wanted to hear it that way over and over again. In hindsight, I was fooling myself. The music sounds way cooler these days, but I wouldn't take back that out of body experience I had during "Dynamics". Dev is right, real life is much scarier, with sharper edges.....but it gives me a sense of being to learn to deal with it.
I can't help but wonder what Ki would sound like on X.....I would prolly never wanna come back.
Environment......shitty, selfish friends don't help. If you can call people like that friends. "party" friends, maybe? The ones that only like you when you are getting tanked with them. People, places and things man. They all have to be balanced somewhat.
Dan
Anyway, yea the music totally amplified all the crazy emotions i felt on the drugs, and I just wanted to hear it that way over and over again. In hindsight, I was fooling myself. The music sounds way cooler these days, but I wouldn't take back that out of body experience I had during "Dynamics". Dev is right, real life is much scarier, with sharper edges.....but it gives me a sense of being to learn to deal with it.
I can't help but wonder what Ki would sound like on X.....I would prolly never wanna come back.
Environment......shitty, selfish friends don't help. If you can call people like that friends. "party" friends, maybe? The ones that only like you when you are getting tanked with them. People, places and things man. They all have to be balanced somewhat.
Dan
