Back from holiday, back into study for final exams.
In love.

You don't have to climb mountains and fight a pack of wolves bare handed to be healthy.

Now he tells me!

Hmmm...*sniff*...I smell like rabies...
*continues stitching wounds*

[JuZ]

Back from holiday, back into study for final exams.
In love.

Wahey!

Nothing finer than a bit of lurv.

Anyone know where to aquire a prebuilt decent looking flying saucer? I'm talking about a model in the lines of this.



I dread painting this thing, otherwise I'd build it myself.

Any ideas?

You don't have to climb mountains and fight a pack of wolves bare handed to be healthy.

Now he tells me!

Hmmm...*sniff*...I smell like rabies...
*continues stitching wounds*

Arthritis in both knees qualifies you as an execption. Here's your weapon.

http://www.demotivationalposters.org/im ... 665675.jpg

Go get them.

The little short Mortal Kombat film is now officially gonna be made into a feature length movie....

[youtube]N_gMRjL_6l8[/youtube]

http://movies.ign.com/articles/119/1197326p1.html

As dangerous as it is to get ones hopes up about this, I am excite.

definately on the lifestyle changes!!! live longer to hear more awesome musics!

im wondering how long it will be before it snows.

The little short Mortal Kombat film is now officially gonna be made into a feature length movie....

[youtube]N_gMRjL_6l8[/youtube]

http://movies.ign.com/articles/119/1197326p1.html

As dangerous as it is to get ones hopes up about this, I am excite.

ho.ly.fuck

you just made my day

Mussels are not my friends.

[Octillus]

So this is going to sound lame as fuck, but I want to preface this with things are going okay for me. Better than okay actually, and in some categories of life, vindicating and great.

That said I am having bouts of wicked anxiety that I really am having trouble filtering out, so this isn't whining and not unawesome but literally seeking techniques to filter it out if any of you guys know any.

Things I've tried: Jogging/working out, creative works, watching something, eating, etc. And while a lot of these things are nice, most of them require for me to not be working or otherwise occupied. I am pretty susceptible to bouts of anxiety, but I genuinely do not know what to do when it comes up when perhaps I'm out with people or otherwise not in a place where I can just take off on my lonesome. It's not strong enough to require medication, and besides that, I don't want my brain burnt and dependent on SSRIs.

Any suggestions are greatly appreciated, and I am fully aware how idiotic it is to post this on a public forum, but it's not exactly something I'm comfortable talking about with people in my day to day.

So this is going to sound lame as fuck, but I want to preface this with things are going okay for me. Better than okay actually, and in some categories of life, vindicating and great.

That said I am having bouts of wicked anxiety that I really am having trouble filtering out, so this isn't whining and not unawesome but literally seeking techniques to filter it out if any of you guys know any.

Things I've tried: Jogging/working out, creative works, watching something, eating, etc. And while a lot of these things are nice, most of them require for me to not be working or otherwise occupied. I am pretty susceptible to bouts of anxiety, but I genuinely do not know what to do when it comes up when perhaps I'm out with people or otherwise not in a place where I can just take off on my lonesome. It's not strong enough to require medication, and besides that, I don't want my brain burnt and dependent on SSRIs.

Any suggestions are greatly appreciated, and I am fully aware how idiotic it is to post this on a public forum, but it's not exactly something I'm comfortable talking about with people in my day to day.

Not sound like a hippie, but what about meditation? That helps anxiety and it just makes you happier.

P.S. It totally doesn't seem crazy posting this here. The people closest to you can be hard to talk to about things like that.

[Octillus]

oh most certainly, I do yoga in the morning (though I've lapsed a bit lately... which could have something to do with it) it's just those in the moment social/at work situations where I can't quite sneak off. I've been told my sighing (yoga breaths) are disrespectful, and I've tried very hard not to get pissed about that and figure out something else.

and don't worry about being a hippie, I'm among the more granola people here.

oh most certainly, I do yoga in the morning (though I've lapsed a bit lately... which could have something to do with it) it's just those in the moment social/at work situations where I can't quite sneak off. I've been told my sighing (yoga breaths) are disrespectful, and I've tried very hard not to get pissed about that and figure out something else.

and don't worry about being a hippie, I'm among the more granola people here.

Who would tell you that they're disrespectful/why? You're doing them for your own well-being and with respect to the process, I don't see who could be pissed about that.
As for the anxiety attacks, I used to have some way back but for different reasons than you-- I was depressed, etc. What I'd say, and as simple as it sounds it's actually a big thing you can do. When you're in those social situations just excuse yourself for a minute, go somewhere private, and breathe. Empty your brain and concentrate on the breaths, it's like a mini mediation. Don't know if that helps at all, but that's a small thing you can do that really has bigger rewards, at least in my experience.

[Octillus]

oh most certainly, I do yoga in the morning (though I've lapsed a bit lately... which could have something to do with it) it's just those in the moment social/at work situations where I can't quite sneak off. I've been told my sighing (yoga breaths) are disrespectful, and I've tried very hard not to get pissed about that and figure out something else.

and don't worry about being a hippie, I'm among the more granola people here.

Who would tell you that they're disrespectful/why?

Honestly, don't get me started. But yeah, when I'm fully "heightened" so to speak, even stepping out makes me anxious... but that seems to be a fixable solution.

One of the male nurses here is a metalhead. Loves Gojira. He is a bit awesome, I approve.