http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Simo_H%C3%A4yh%C3%A4

I'm going back there in six months. If I don't get a job I'll die to boredom. I'm left here to this shitty town with people I don't want to be dealing with but I have no options. Jesus Christ I wish I'd know some actually interesting people. Like myself. Cause I'm awesome. And I'm lonely only because I chose so. ....... fuck me in the ass I'm so fucking bored. I'm an idiot.

This sucks, hope you'll resolve it in some way ASAP. Having no one to talk with is kinda horrible.

I am so bored.

Picture this if you will.

I should be in the army right now but my left foot is broken (no need to go to details I can't translate well enough) so they sent me home. As much as I'd hate the military this sucks so much more. I'm a prisoner in my own home. I can't go anywhere until my mum gets home and I get to borrow the car. When I do, I have nowhere to go. All my friends are in the godddamn army.

I'm going back there in six months. If I don't get a job I'll die to boredom. I'm left here to this shitty town with people I don't want to be dealing with but I have no options. Jesus Christ I wish I'd know some actually interesting people. Like myself. Cause I'm awesome. And I'm lonely only because I chose so. ....... fuck me in the ass I'm so fucking bored. I'm an idiot.

I know someone you could cook and clean for

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Simo_H%C3%A4yh%C3%A4

Holy.
Shit.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Simo_H%C3%A4yh%C3%A4

Holy.
Shit.

What a fucking beast.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Simo_H%C3%A4yh%C3%A4

Holy.
Shit.

What a fucking beast.

I think it's the fact he sniped with just the Iron Sights that worries me.

Randomness -

I'm fed up. Really fed up. I'm so "out of touch" with everyone. Like I don't know how to speak to anyone anymore. I just don't relate. Everyones just obsessed with drinking like its a ritual offering to a God, or indulging is things I would rather not even think about...

I just don't understand it... It's just... Meh. What went wrong? Although saying that, I suppose that's how mankinds been all along anyway.

Sorry, I just needed to do some form of vague rant.

And that dude is pretty terrifying. Certain;y one I would rather be friends, than enemies with

I'm fed up. Really fed up. I'm so "out of touch" with everyone. Like I don't know how to speak to anyone anymore. I just don't relate. Everyones just obsessed with drinking like its a ritual offering to a God, or indulging is things I would rather not even think about...

I just don't understand it... It's just... Meh. What went wrong? Although saying that, I suppose that's how mankinds been all along anyway.

Sorry, I just needed to do some form of vague rant.

Avoiding ritual drinking with people is one of my biggest regrets in life. Turned out getting regularly shitfaced was best way to tighten social relationships around.

Randomness -

I'm fed up. Really fed up. I'm so "out of touch" with everyone. Like I don't know how to speak to anyone anymore. I just don't relate. Everyones just obsessed with drinking like its a ritual offering to a God, or indulging is things I would rather not even think about...

I just don't understand it... It's just... Meh. What went wrong? Although saying that, I suppose that's how mankinds been all along anyway.

Sorry, I just needed to do some form of vague rant.

And that dude is pretty terrifying. Certain;y one I would rather be friends, than enemies with

Damn. I'm the same way! haha

I'm fed up. Really fed up. I'm so "out of touch" with everyone. Like I don't know how to speak to anyone anymore. I just don't relate. Everyones just obsessed with drinking like its a ritual offering to a God, or indulging is things I would rather not even think about...

I just don't understand it... It's just... Meh. What went wrong? Although saying that, I suppose that's how mankinds been all along anyway.

Sorry, I just needed to do some form of vague rant.

Avoiding ritual drinking with people is one of my biggest regrets in life. Turned out getting regularly shitfaced was best way to tighten social relationships around.

The thing is though - I never could, and I never would want to either. I hate everything about alcohol, and how everything just revolves around it.
I think I'd rather be a loner, than fall victim to one of the things I hate most. Which is a slightly depressing thought.

Alucard - High five?

Alucard - High five?

*high five*

I strongly prefer not to drink as well. I don't mind other people drinking around me, really, as long as they don't get totally shitfaced and do really stupid things on a regular basis, but yeah... the idea just does not appeal to me personally. The only times I've been in a bar were music-related, and even then I didn't really care for the experiences (awesome bands aside). Not to mention a bad experience with some of the most dim-witted and condescending doormen in existence.

~Josiah

You know Amber, I know this sounds really corny, but you should give yourself some credit for being a really strong person. It's really admirable that you know what you like and don't like regardless of public opinion. So many people do things that they'd rather not, just to please others.

After people around you start to mature a bit, who drank the most at this party, or who got the most hammered at that party won't mean a thing. What matters is that you stay true to yourself (CORNY!) and try and not worry about others if you can.

Alright, I'm done with my matronly rant. Sorry.

You know Amber, I know this sounds really corny, but you should give yourself some credit for being a really strong person. It's really admirable that you know what you like and don't like regardless of public opinion. So many people do things that they'd rather not, just to please others.

This makes her a person and not a lemming. Maybe it's just me, but I think strength should be measured by something a bit more weighty than a choice of consciousness.

I'm fed up. Really fed up. I'm so "out of touch" with everyone. Like I don't know how to speak to anyone anymore. I just don't relate. Everyones just obsessed with drinking like its a ritual offering to a God, or indulging is things I would rather not even think about...

Kinky.

Anyway, drinking is really best as a casual, social activity--a background. Move it to the focus (as all trend-following teenagers do), and it becomes a little ridiculous. I hardly drink at all, to be honest, but I'm not closed to the idea given reasonable circumstances. I found most of my "social bonding via an inebriant" with other, less harmful drugs.

Your friends sound as though they might need to grow up a bit. Or become alcoholics. That'll show 'em!

I guess what I'm really trying to say here is....









I hate sauerkraut.

I guess what I'm really trying to say here is...

I hate sauerkraut.

You too, huh?