It's hard to me to admit that I don't feel confortable with this album. I know, this a normal feeling. It has to be like this because this one is really unconfortable.
But it is deeper than that.
For example, I can't consider "The Mighty Masturbator" as an entire and completed piece of music. It is too deconstructed for me (

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It's like listening to a Mike Patton' song, who knows when it has to be cool or not ? I would say sometimes it works, sometimes it don't...
It is all about "destroy to create", I'm not the first to say it (actually I remember something like "God create, Man destroy" from a famous artist) but Deconstruction ultimately reminds me this concept.
There may be a point where the act of destroying is so present that there is no more things to show, but this point can be very different as everybody has his own point of view.
I hope I'm not like this silly kid who is disapointed because he didn't get what he expected.
Because there are things that I love in this album ! (Stand, Juular, Pandemic, ... I really love this tracks) For the next days, weeks and months (and years), I will listen it and try to know what I love and what I don't like, and maybe know why I do.